Stumbling Into August (8/5/2012)

It's been a long frusterating, humbling past two weeks. Since I retured from Vegas I can't win a session. An awesome 6 consecutive losing sessions for -3.8k in 38 hours at 5/10.
The problems just never seem to end. First, I couldn't find a game for an entire week. When the action is somewhat good I become strangely card dead, auto dealt out of the game. Every cbet fails, every double barrel fails, villain's are smashing the top end of their range against me. When I do hit a value hand I'll be sure to drag a $60 pot.
And this is what seems to happen every time I take a shot at high stakes.
But I'm not ready to back down yet. I have my finances in order. I'm still over-rolled for 2/5 and I'm sticking to my plan. 5/10 is a huge jump, but this is the time to stay focused. I'm not running good or bad, when I wake up it's the present.
And I don't plan on sitting in this bum-fuck city when I can't find a game or win a session. I'm giving it another week of patrolling around here, then I'll be on the road again. Time to make sacrifices and not have a life indefinitely. I'm sick of this shit, year 3 is going to be a war for the better or worse.
-bag


Reader Comments (2)
Nice text!
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