Another Awful Week (3/6/2011)

Just finished up another horrendous week.  Broke even live in about 24 hours of play.  Or did I win like $50, who cares.  JOY!  IF it keeps going like this I could always drop back to 1-2 and play 50 hours per week at around $15 an hour.  Sounds like a miserable existence and I hope it doesn't come to that, but I wouldn't be suprised with my luck.

Decided to use some of my FPPs and enter the Sunday Million today.  Just busted out AKs < K6 all in pre.  Binks the fucking 6 on the flop and holds.  THAT WAS FUN!!!  Just remembered why I normally don't use FPPs to enter tournaments.  I mean for a normal human being it's probably a nice strategy, but not if you're the type that can't dodge a 3-outer once in your life.

Friends visited Saturday night which resulted in a hell of a hang-over.  Back to playing on Monday.  I don't want to play online tonight since I feel pretty awful.

Things are on the rocks with the girl I'm sort of dating, so I should really be using any free time to play as much as possible.  That is a situation that really needs to end, but she's been such an important part of my life the past two months.  I'm having trouble with the prospect of totally ending it right now.  I'm sure it will fall apart naturally anyways, I just have to end it on my own terms when or if I'm comfortable doing so.  I'm not sure why I can't fully justify ending it right now.  Well ok it's because I really like her.  It's not healthy at all.  Being a logical person I know it can never work out long term, so I beat myself up even more for not ending it.  A vicious cycle indeed. 

Hopefully things will go better this week, maybe not, who knows.

-bag

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[Lucypher]

Bags, what is the latest news? Hopefully, things are better.